#@因为你...我学会了@#

埋怨可以解决一切吗?

如果不能的话...

那何必又费神去埋怨呢?

把那心思花在解决不是更好吗?

14/10/2013

昨天从学校溜了出来...

一整晚都呆在外头温书...

不是我乖...

而是我真的不能忍受那么多个小时在同一个环境里头...

我最近的火气真的很火爆...

而且...

我自己也认为我变了...

不知何时开始...

我变得不爱说话了...

我变得不喜欢加入人群了...

我变得...

也许这一切的改变都来得太突然了...

但...

所以的改变都来自某些原因的吧?

但我并不喜欢这样的我...

感觉到这一切都不真实...

我可以从这噩梦中苏醒吗?

我讨厌独来独往...

谢谢这一天的情人节有着你的陪伴...

我...

喜欢你的肩膀...

让我有安全感...

让我可以把一切暂时停止在此刻...

我不是在逃避...

只是想让自己喘一口气...

从以前到现在我们都各自为自己的目标努力...

就算忽略了彼此也要继续奋斗...

我会...

变得更会体谅...

去维持我们的关系...

就算我们之间少了那么一点的沟通...

我是组长...

也是人吧?

但为什么我就是要付出那么多呢?

我...

不想再计较下去了...

这...

总要有人做吧?

咖啡啊...

我快要做你的老板了...

我体内的咖啡因...

可能还比你一包的分量来得多呢...XD

继续加油吧...

累了...

我会休息...

但我不会放弃...

在怎么忙也要记得保养...

尤其是最近一直熬夜...

如果身为一个女人你都不舍得花钱也不懂的爱惜自己的话...

那你就别期盼会有哪个男人爱你吧...

因为要吸引男生...

你就必须付出...

永远记得男生都是视觉动物...

而我们应该就是要去征服他们...

"听见下雨的声音"还蛮不错看的...

也许会觉得里面的话语有点深奥...

但...

故事内容忙有意义的...

你是否想象过哪天你失去听觉了...

你的日子会怎样呢?

没有音乐的生活又是多么的乏味呢?

对我而言...

这将会是个噩梦...

下雨声是多么的清脆顺耳啊...

但在你伤心时...

你会多了那么一份的感触...

雨后...

乌云走了...

彩虹的出现...

也是新开始的预兆...^^

你听见的是我唱的"听见下雨的声音"^^
支持我哦...
https://soundcloud.com/kumiko-charlene

#@how was my September of 2013?@#

finally i'm officially graduate... ^@^
this graduation is not a meaning of ending but it's mean the starting of something new...
hopefully we can work hard for what we want...
and work hard for medical in future...
future pharmacist, dentist, physiologist...

after finish registration for our degree and graduation for foundation what to do?
long time no see ady still wait what?
let's go lah wei...
here we're...
1st time come the garden's Chilis' eat...
hmm...
fall in love to its lamb chop...
with a red wine...
omg...
it's really enjoy till max... XD
hohoho...
here the moksi and isuzu... XD

mama...
y hor...
ur eyes hor...
look like so yam geh???
hiak hiak hiak ...
what are you thinking ya ? XDD

long time no see still keep on play with ur phone?
nonono
we're anti-social?XD
yes we're...
all the phones have to put away....
who touch her phone...
she has to pay for the whole bills...
hiak hiak hiak...
our idea tabong ler??? XD
dek dek XD

omg...
mama ur eyes hor...
forever oso cant achieve my words of "like mama like kumiko"
XD
big dao~~~~
potatona~~~XD

going to eat mum mum loh...
eh..mama...
i'm not going to rampas ur food lah...
don show this face ler...
so funny...
XDD

new uni life and new room...
and here my new roommate oso..
she's so funny...
i love her... XDD
she always said i'm look like her ex-roommate...
yes!even myself see the picha oso ask her y stole my pic and edit together with herself...
XDD

who's look like younger???
me me me??
XDD
the younger 1 look like a elder sis than the elder 1... XDD
aiyooo...
just few months oni mah...

degree life...
formal wear life...
haiz...
even go to pasar malam oso wear like so formal?
XDD
paiseh ya...
lazy go change clothes...XD
too excited for pasar malam food...
getting fatter ady..
omg...
pls create a drug for me so that i can eat all delicious food...
but will never ever gain weight...
hahahahahaha
i'm going to create for this drug once i gt my pharmacy degree...
then i will be millionair... XD

hohoho...
actly this make me pain die...
1st time make a new ear hole on my cartilage...
the pain is~~~
i don 1 to describe for u...
just go try urself... XDD
hopefully u will not so unlucky that pierce on ur blood vessel..
i think is vein...
swollen for few days...><
and tat guy was unprofessional...
how can he forget to put the stud when pierce ????

here the day gathering with my girls...
really super duper tired...
rush back frm PBD campus to JUC campus and then go MID VALLEY....
go for an awkward dinner at sushi zanmai...
omg...
laugh die me...
911...
how can u did it????
hahahahahahahaha...
tabong ya u.. XD
sry for the delay of ur bday dinner...
here it's ...
and hopefully u will like the bracelet...
keep it well o...
love euu~~~
keep in touch ya my girls... <3 td="">

#@过去一年的。。。我放不下。。。@#

看得出我染什么颜色吗?XD
其实我没有很满意。。。
我要求高?
才不呢。。。
但我也第一次尝试这种染法。。。

回家发现新的东东。。。xD
觉得蛮可爱的。。。尤其是弟弟戴的。。。
但他不给我放出来。。。
你们就自己想象他的样子和这个东东吧。。。
哈哈

不知不觉我们就这样认识一年了。。。
哈哈。。。
讲到好像paktuo一年了那样。。。
也就因为过了这一年。。。
我们就要分开了。。。
真的觉得时间过得好快哦。。。
仿佛我们才昨天刚认识似的。。。
一开始都不知道为什么会认识到你们。。。
弄到我更38了。。。
哈哈。。。
在我脑海里一直都有你们的回忆。。。
我们第一次去TS的回忆。。。
大家一起跳GANGNAM STYLE. ..
又喘又累。。。
但还是笑反肚子了。。。哈哈。。。

一起去夜市买食物去mama房看shutter。。。
一起去吃辣椒板面。。。
第二天一起去厕所。。。
哈哈。。。
一起庆祝每个人的生日。。。
一起为math 2作弊。。。
(不要给小心的公公知道哦)xD
一起为prom night打扮美美。。。狂欢。。。
也有为Halloween night打扮丑丑。。。哈哈

我们的回忆要讲。。。
在这里也讲不完。。。

真的好想说不舍得你们啊!!!!!
以后我哭时找说要肩膀啊?
以后我又被欺负找谁倾诉啊?
以后我要爆笑时找谁陪我啊?
以后谁陪我一起吃辣椒板面拉肚子啊?
以后唱k谁陪我跳gangnam style啊?
以後谁陪我作弊啊?
以后谁陪我看鬼戏啊?

真的好爱你们哦。。。
好像家人似的。。。
有人借我肩膀倾诉。。。
有人陪我疯狂。。。
有人陪我睡觉。。。
我不管哦。。。
以后大节大日都要一起庆祝哦。。。
尤其是米可的生日。。。!XD
大家一起为学业努力哦。。。
以后的医药界就是我们的天地了。。。 

新的发色。。。Hohoho

终于拿到新房间了。。。
超爱它的房号。。。
3条3♥
面前左边泳池。。。
右边空中花园。。。
有山有水又有风。。。♥

那些年的我们。。。
明天就是我们正式毕业。。。
迈向梦想的日子了。。。
记得彼此。。。
努力加油哦。。。♥

#@recently@#

想见你也许是件奢侈的愿望。。。

 Finally finish my foundation and the holidays is coming...
these 2months what i'm gonna spend it with?
i don 1 my holidays just everyday stay at home n do ntg...
this oni wasting my time...
so...
although my parents are not allow me to work...
but...
after arguing...
i still wan go to work...
ya...
i'm such a iron teeth girl...
XDD

i like the days i stay at home...
like my family...
like my siblings...
like my dogs...
and like mama rice ... XD

see...
he's my youngest bro...
n he's the most naughty 1...
always bully me...
even i wan tk a normal picha oso come kacau banyak banyak...
bolo ...
but sometime he bring fun to us... XD

jeng jeng jeng....
nice rite?
i mean the hair style...
they look like couple ler...
wuahahahahhaha...
bolo dao ...
XD

hohoho...
i move away my siblings' toys...
n put mine here...XDD
almost all oso yellow n blue color... XD

i tot the 1st smart phone for me will wait till i earn money n buy myself...
never expect tht i will gt it as a gift...
really thx a lot...
this will be my most expensive bday present...
i will appreciate it 

cute dao....
teddy?my bro?XD

the oni day we worked at waku waku...
don ask me y i oni work 1 day...
thr is always a reason behind everything...
n...
haiz...
long story lah ...
just remind at here...
never ever work at waku waku...!!!

the food of waku waku...
ya...
it's really very nice...
but the price oso very nice...XDD

just ignore my fat hands...
guess wat emotion i'm behind it?
never ever tot that u r understand someone....
coz...
even him or herself oso dono wat they wan...
n...
pls lah...
don hurt someone who r never kacau u lah...
u tot u gt money very big meh?
money can buy frenz who r oni love ur money but not ur ppl de loh!
if u can hurt ur oni good fren...
then congratz...
u will never ever gt a true fren anymore...
coz u dono how to appreciate someone at all!!!!

now...
i'm currently work at Lash Bar...
hohoho...
here the 1st real hair eye lashes in my life...
really like my boss n my supervisor...
here is the oni place tat i can work without pressure...
n i really enjoy it...
as i love to make up... ^@^

happy bday evelyn 

omg...
my eyes...
really look like damn tired...><

the gang that come visit us when we're working...
thx guys...  

trying to change change n change ...
i dono y i'm doing this...
i dono it's for U or myself...
i dono wat i'm doin now is correct ont...
i dono if i success wat will happen...
now...
i will try all the method to achieve it...
pls wait me wif a chance...
can?

continuously gym for 1 week...
i don think tat i gt any changes...><

the last edu fair for us... 

米可你

#@I'm back...End up FIS@#

First and the Last warning...
Please leave me alone...
i will not blame u...
please don let me feel touch again...
because i dont think i can control my heart anymore...
unless u want to be my boy...
if not...
please disappear from my world please...

茫茫人海里。。。
遇见你。。。
突然。。。
你为了学业离开了我们。。。
不管我们之间发生过什么事。。。
我只记得我们一起开心的日子。。。
不管是晚上还是下雨天。。
我们一起游泳。。。
不管是夜深了。。。
明天是否还有上课。。。
我们还讲笑话到半夜不肯睡。。。
还记得你一直要吃菜豆饭。。。
我和妈妈就准备给你。。。
这一切不是单纯的回忆。。。
而是我们的经历。。。
我们一定要各自为自己的理想努力。。。
以后。。。
我们一起为医业界努力哦。。。:)
Keep in touch~<3 i="">

final exam is coming...
so what?
we still going to play badminton...
don so kaliganzhang...
tk it easy...
hohoho..
1st time hang out just for badminton with u guys...
it's fun...
i love the time wif u guys...
y almost end our foundation i oni noe u all...?
we should hang out earlier b4 this...
haha...

bong bong~
haha...
see...sporty rite?
don think that we r oni noe how to hang out n shopping ok...XD

all look so tired...
all release stress of the coming final...

M&M...
noe wat it mean?
Melissa & Mama...XDD
tabong rite?

lao gong & lao po...XDD
laugh die me...><

after exercise do wat???
eat lah abuden?
hohoho...
let's go "original kayu"
eh eh...
don think that we r really go eat kayu ya...
it's just a name oni k? XDD

cute rite?
i mean my mama ...haha

never ever think that we do exercise is for lost weight...
coz...
our net fat is zero...
u noe y?
coz...
after exercise...
not oni go kayu eat...
after it go KTZ eat dessert...==
tabong har us...
dek dek XDD
fat die die lah><

do u realise that this pose ady appear in 3picha?
haha...

I love u ...
u love me ...
we r happy family...haha
paiseh ya..
suddenly gt the kick to sing hohoho..

Finally...
we end up our FIS with the last class of Psychology with Ms.B...^^
really feel that stress press againt me...
and...
sadness fullfill my heart...

what a confuse feeling i gt?
feel stress bcoz of the coming final...
feel sad bcoz have to separate wif the gang...
feel scare bcoz i still not yet start to touch book...
feel bolo bcoz after exam no $$ hang out...
i noe u oso feel bolo to wat i'm writing now...
haha...

here the bolocho gang...
with Ms.B...

our professional zha gei xiao ding...XDD
yibong har...
ur face har...
i laugh till wan burst liao...
omg...hahahahahha

jeng jeng jeng...
left 2 days more for me to eat all the book...haha

really thx for all of u sign for it...
it was our last "attendant list"
i will keep it well...

hahahahahahaha...
see...last day ady...
what i oso dare to do...
don angry ya...
i do this bcoz i scare u will 4gt mi ke mah..haha
pls remember wat i wrote on ut nails...
dont 4gt kumiko!
haha
Thx & love euu XD

 OMG...
I cant believe that i really complete my foundation...
so fast...
it had been 1 year...
in sem3 final...
i dono y i was extremely ganzhang...
at 1st few days cant fall asleep...
this make me scare die...
ppl scare they will fall asleep when study...
but i'm reverse...
i hope i can sleep...
coz...
i don think my body can stand for it anymore...
pls...
let me fall asleep pls...
i don1 my 19years old skin bcum 91years old...
i don1 my short-sightedness bcum blind...
i don1 my long brown hair bcum botak...
=3=
finally i can fall asleep after the 2nd paper...
hooray...
and then the problem is coming...
for the last 2 papers...
i oni revision few hours b4 the exam...
ok...
this 1 is not a correct way...
pls never ever try to learn this frm me..haha

I still remember the 1st hang out wif u guys is at time square...
and...
the last time for our last hang out...
at time square also..^@^
thx for u all accompany me along the past 1 year...
when i feel stress...
sad...
helpless...
lonely...
U all always by my side...
we celebrate each other bday...
no matter wat kind of weather it was...
no matter izit final exam is coming...
I love Bolocho Family until the end of the world... <3 i="">

we r such a crazy girl...
trademark of bolocho family... XD

OMG...
ur legs r sooooo long....
who is the photographer?
so tabong ya...haha
actly i'm the photographer...haha

the 1st part u see frm thhis picha is wat?
hng...
i noe u will see my body shape 1st de loh...
hamsap!
XDD
actly...
i wan to mention in this picha is...
my hair long ady...
haha
so happy ler...

u noe wat it is?
erm...
hw to explain ler...
neh...
when u r kids hor...
u will tk the 50sen sylling go twist the ball de ar...
n this is the giant 1...
i noe u so clever sure noe wat am i talking rite?haha

hmm...
have to comment wat on this picha ler?
lengluii?
wuahahahahhahaha...
paiseh ya...
i so zilian XDD

see..
she oni noe eat n don 1 choi me...><
let me vain myself...
wuwuwuwuwuwu... T3T

#@never expect u can improve when u're oni stand on the same position without any effort@#
(legs so pretty right?XD)

here our tall man anshun...
wuwuwu...
so sad...
u gonna leave us soon...
pls don go away...
still remember the 1st impression u gv me that is ...
i tot u r banana...
not minion lah k...
haha
and thr r some funny memories between u n us...
anyway...
good luck for u..
n wish u all the best ya...^^
anshun gar yao!

ang....anshun...
u both look alike ler...
hahahahahahhahaha
laugh dao wo ya XDD

y every1 look so serious o?
dong har XDD

yea...i'm crazy ady...hoho

super duper love this picha...
our 1st step n our last step...
keep in touch friends...