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Thursday, June 9, 2016

#@National Pharmacy Quiz Competition 2016@#

u guys must be wonder how come i'm not the top student but i join this competition...
first of all...
the qualification didnt state that it oni open for top student...
secondly...joining a competition not oni aiming for win although u must be asked then why r u joining if u don wan to win...
for me...it's more important to go through the process ...
to join is not difficult...
to be a winner is not difficult too i mean for top student...
but how about the process??

the journey to get to Kuantan with traffic jam tk took about 5 to 6 hours to reach there...
we even tk our dinner inside the van...
the preparation u have to do within a short period...
u have to drag out all ur memories to gt back what u have studied in the past few semesters and it's a typical student's style that after exam u will forget everything...
but for this competition...ur memories must be gt ready with everything u have learnt before...

and then...
the stress...
yea...everyone keep saying don push urself so hard as long as u do ur best...
but u do know that every eye on u with hope...
the feeling of stress...

last but not least...
how do u cope when u lose the competition??
although nobody will blame u ...
but ...u will feel that it's ur responsible to bring the name of ur uni to a higher level with this competition...

but but but...
yea...thr is always  but...haha
we gained experience on doing this competition...
we learnt on how to cope with the stress with ur teammate...
we did learn on how to communicate with others uni's students...

i do know that...
success is a journey but not a destination...

selfie with Yiizhi...muackss


her brain equal to all of our brain gambung tgt...hahaha...
Irene

The first day...going to fight...
but first ...let we tk a selfie...

preliminary round 1




it's been a long time i din wear baju kurung since my secondary school...
we're wearing and ready for the Gala Night after the competition...


seriously...i do hope my uni gt such grand building with ballroom inside like this uni...


I'm always the selfie stick when come with groupfie...haha...
Mahsa ,UKM, Monash and UM girls are here...
future pretty pharmacist

our theme is winter wonderland

lucky table with 2 ppl kena lucky draw...haha
congratz...double M uni..

me and my teammate



my lucky number...
it's quite creative with the design as it matchs the theme...
snowflake...my love

nobody expect that there will be a real Olaf in front of u ...
and it seriously make the theme man...
winter wonderland...




Pei Wei jiejie






good job girls...love euuuu

End by 29th-1st of May 2016

#@Seremban + Pulau Kukup trip@#


my very 1st time been here>>>Seremban
It's been a long way...without u my friend...
haha...
just kidding....
yup...i'm back...i have been missing for such a long long time...
u must be wonder where i went and even u don want to know...
still i will tell u here...haha ...
and ...yup..
finally i'm here...
my very 1st time to come here...Seremban...
a city in Negeri Sembilan...

although my make up is not consider as perfect or so call very lengluii...
but still i dress up so nice and somebody bring me to climb up and down at the 蜈蚣山....
it's pretty speechless guys...
and ...
i end up with sweat and my make up gone...T3T
gonna redo again...
kay....
it's my 1st meet with all my Seremban collegues...
hopefully u guys still can recognize me ...
to show that i'm not that 照骗kay?
haha...
anyway... thx for the party Ah Gam ...
i did enjoyed it...
and my very 1st time to BBQ a chicken prefectly which didnt burn!!hehe 
Start my Pulau Kukup Trip here...
bellooooo...
today i'm suppose to stay in the class at this moment and attending the lecture...
but...u must be wonder why i'm here...
hiak hiak hiak...
u noe a quote for girl...
要美不要命...
and for me is...
要玩不要学...
hahaha...
hopefully u gt wat i mean...
ok,let's get back to the topic...our trip...
Pulau Kukup is an island in Johor...
this is all i know...haha...
the other thing i know is...
just grab all my stuff and follow the gang...
yea...this is how crazy i am...
it's a 2D1N trip with my collegue...

i'm not sure wheather u guys can see clearly wat it is ont...
but i hope u can download the image and zoom in to see...
when we saw this ''car''...
the oni word can say is...
好吊的'车'...
it has wheels... still consider as car isn't??haha

after how many hours of journey i'm not sure..
and finally i'm here...
for our 1st seafood meal and waiting for the boat to gt to our house...
I hope i can post all the food pic here to make u all hungry...*Evil face*
unfortunately all the pic are not with me and...
tat time i oni know that i'm so hungry and oni focus on eating ...
tats y i din tk any pic of the food...sry guys...
but the trip video is coming soon...
once it is released i will share the link here and u guys can enjoy all the pic especially the food...haha
yea...
for 吃货 like me will only focus on food...others will not mind..haha

no caption pic...just a selfie with the teh tarik colour seawater...

see...
how nice it is...
all the hse here are built on the sea...
and it's all are banglow i think...haha...
let's guess how u have to gt into ur hse???
as it's built individually on the sea right...
it's impossible for u to walk from the land to here...
also IMPOSSIBLE to swim here my dear..
so....u can only tk ferry to here...
i hope i din gt it wrong...the 1 i tk is boat or ferry i'm not so sure...oppsss...haha

how nice it is...
come come...
choose 1 for urself....haha

i do visit a temple at here, Pulau Kukup...
i not tat banana...
but...sincerely...thr is none of the word i know...haha
how wasted i have studied my chinese til PMR level...wuwuwuw~

view of the Pulau Kukup 


how good it is if every morning wake up with this scene...
feel like that is stress free life and ...
especially free from EXAM!!!!! XD

it's like so cham...
i'm taking the pic alone...XD

>groupfie<
yea...
it's no age limit...
any age ...from grandpa age to grandchild age oso have...hahaha

Work smart, Play hard!!!


on the boat...


it's time to go back...TT

the very first time i see a snooker white ball can bcum this colour...
it's like AMAZING!!! hahaha

always selfie sefie...

nice trip...
i do really really relax myself especially my mind...
and it also make me more determine toward my dream...
nonono...it shouldnt call as a dream...
as dream oni appear while u r sleeping...
it should be my target...
yea!!!
work smart ...
tk the fastest track to achieve it!!!
thankQ for all the caring from u guys..
i do feel love and care from family...

my souvenir from Pulau Kukup and Seremban siewpao...
吃货always buy food yea...haha..
the candy ring is so special..
it tk me some time to gt some special souvenir from P.Kukup to reach to my fren who study hard when i'm having the trip...hahaha

End trip ...27-28th of April 2016





Friday, March 25, 2016

#@Pharmacy sem6 student life@#


真的好久好久没有回来更新了,
每次都告诉自己要回来更新近况,
但却都没有时间...哈哈
真的不知道要从几时开始讲起了...
也许你对我的过去没有兴趣,
但我想把最值得留念的日子给记载下来...

当你越大时,你会发现时间过得越快,
也许是因为真的太忙了?
尤其是上一个学期,
我的Bpharm Sem5,
整个学期就是一个字“赶”!
眨眼间就midsem,赶了assignment就final了....
可惜我们final后都没假期了...
呵呵...
好不容易考完final了,
当天还要赶去University Malaya (UM)参加NPSC(National Pharmacy Sport Carnival)
第一次参加,对我来说可是个噩梦呢...哈哈
我没有想象过3天2夜在那么恶劣的环境下...
也许是我太娇生惯养了吗?

但不管怎样,每个困难都是让我成长的机会,
告诉自己不管生活有多苦,
以后再面对这样的情况不会再慌了!哈哈
不后悔参加,下一届的NPSC我还是要去哦!XD 

3天2夜过去就赶回家了,
因为第二天就是我们的新挑战的开始...
对,我们的1st community pharmacy attachment终于来了!
我觉得领悟最深的就是死读书是没用的!!!哈哈
因为我们所学的与现实生活中的是2回事...
我...看见了现实世界...
不是残酷...
只是跟我们在课室里学的有差别...
最重要的还是经验吧...
我还是对这些经营生意的有兴趣叻...
呵呵

Attachment完了就开始新学期了...
真的怀疑我的一天真的有24小时吗??
时间过得太快了吧??
Sem 6....
感觉我快死在这学期了...呜呜...
开学到现在都快半个学期了...
我...还很迷茫...
Feeling Lost >3<
感觉脑袋变小去了...XD
讲师教的根本都吸收不进嘛...
也许再眨眼间就final year了...
大学生涯就这样没了?
“每一个结束=新的开始”

也许现在的我比起同年,同科系,同班的生活很忙很忙...
要兼顾的何止是学业?
为了以后去PRP interview有个比较好看的resume,还要参加MPSS...
为了赚点零用钱给自己过得奢侈点,还需要经营网卖、微店...
为了完成我的目标我还要自己创业...

目前还可以说是有小小成绩的有自己专属的名片,有意创业者可以联络我哦^@^


也许你眼里的我不是个专心的学生,
每天只会做低头族按手机...
可能因为这样你觉得这个学生不交为妙,免得拖累你的成绩,
但,我想说,我已经是year 3, sem 6了...
我一定可以撑下去毕业给你看的!
对,我们会一起毕业,但,我出去和你不一样的就是...
我已经有自己的事业了,有稳定的收入了...
而你还在等prp的同时做量地官吗?


年级越大,
要面对的事情也越来越多了,
以前不喜欢都直肠直肚的说出来罢了...
现在却什么都收在心里自己承受好了...
也许这还不是最糟糕的地步...
更糟的也有...
大了会发现原来大家都带着假面具做人...
也许每个人都用这个方法来掩饰自己,
但,我最不能忍受的却是在你面前忽视你,
在别人面前却故意对你很好就为了让大家知道他是好人,
也许他这样做哪天有什么争执了,
别人会以他所做过的事给他多点支持??
但是你有顾虑过被你忽视又利用的那位吗?
如果真的不想讲话也不勉强你,
但请不要那么贱的不顾虑别人感受来建立你“良好”的人格!
不讲出来是想安稳的过完在一起的时间,不是没有知觉的!

Sunday, December 27, 2015

#@我怕失去你@#

这一切都来得太快还是早就该有这样的心里准备呢?
今天这个状况并不只是一张照片所造成的...
也许,双方都厌倦了,也刚好有这个理由而决定的?
也许,我很傻?为什么给了那么多次机会让自己独自受伤害...
但,我没有后悔所付出过的...
因为,我真的没想过...
我,会那么爱你...
也没想过...
可以为了你...
不去夜蒲了,戒酒了...
脾气不暴躁了...
底线....我自己也不知道是否还存在了...

你说忙...
好,我等...
每天傻傻的一直看着电话...
到晚上,终于你有空了,
但,每次你都说,你累了想睡...
我不是不体谅了...
我想要的只是你可以哄下我...
至少让我知道我等了一整天的你是有在乎我的...

每次自己看回我们的对话...
我都会哭...
我真的不知道为什么我们聊的就只有那几句...
我们还可以隔几天才聊一次的...

我不知道什么时候开始...
竟然可以几天才跟你聊天了...
不是不爱你了...
而是太爱你,不想再为了这样的事再吵架然后失去你...

你开始对我冷言冷语...
甚至会忘了我...
我会怀疑你有没有在乎我...

后来...第一次挂我电话...
我第一个反应不是生气,
反而是害怕...
我会怕你不要我了...

不管谁错,
我,选择道歉...
是因为我不想失去你...
但,这样反而好像宠坏你了...
你变得更理所当然...
总是吵架时都不主动道歉了...

原来...
在感情里越在乎,越认真的会伤得更深...

Saturday, November 7, 2015

#@他认为不是问题的问题@#

夜深人静的夜晚不睡觉就会很容易让自己进入emo的状况啦~~~
好吧...
又来了...
不要问我为什么不和当事人说,至少大家知道问题所在可以一起解决...
因为...
每当我把问题说了出来,但他不觉得这是个问题就会觉得我在找问题...
明吗??
还是只有女生才能理解啊?

男生每次说他们没有像女生那么复杂,也不会去想有的没的...
但重点就是我连你脑子里想什么都不知道就是问题了啊!!!

男生总觉得没事找事来闹的说女生一直投诉说男生变了...
但...
女生的感觉男生不会理解...
男生对女生的态度有没有变真的只有女生自己懂啊...
就好像别人打你的力度一样没有只有被打的你才知道啊...
那打你的人也只知道他很用力的打你而已啊...
(我真的不知道为什么要说这些有的没的!==)

只想说...
当初对我的紧张没了...
对我的在乎少了...
对我的主动没了...
我们的沟通完了...
我真的不知道还可以做点什么...
因为我能做的已经超越我的极限了...
我付出到累了...

Saturday, September 5, 2015

#@倾诉@#

人越大越难找到知心朋友原来是真的...
别说知心朋友...
就连不开心,要找个倾诉对象也难...
不想要把自己的问题成为他人的烦恼...
但自己收在心里却一点也不好受...

一直很努力告诉自己无时无刻都要保持正能量...
不要在意他人说什么...
但这种心里战真的很煎熬..

当然在忙的时候我可以暂时忘记...
但停下来时...
却不得不想起...
有些事不是说不在意就真的能不当一回事的....
当时的微笑也许只是不想他人担心....
一个人时...
真的好希望有个肩膀给我依靠着哭...
不要问为什么...
就让我把不开心的事哭出来好了...